Eeeeeeeek!
The photo are so oversized.
Nevermind.
Today school was TOUGH!
I need pure-squeezed orange juice 100% concentration.
Cannot think of Y everytime.
MY STUDY WILL BAIL OKAY.
Gah, must tell myself.
Kehjun's question is hyper tough.
Something can touch, something cannot touch.
I STILL CANNOT FIGURE OUT THE LOGIC.
At least the next half of the day,
I wasn't thinking of Y much more,
I was thinking about the logic behind the question.
Totally brain dead during maths.
I think I will definitely bail all my studies.
MUST CONCENTRATE.
Okok.
Tiong was fun today.
I. Ate. Ajisen. Ramen.
DEVOTEE.
Is God calling me for mission trip?
Kind of weird to think that especially at the beginning of the school term.
Really weird.
But IDK.
Nevermind.
I SHALL CONCENTRATE IN MY STUDIES WITH MY ORANGE JUICE!
Bye~
(I imagine that I could see you, I imagined that you would be right behind me. Will you really be there once more for me?)


HEEEES.
I am back to post photos.
Photos from Retreat 2009 (The wackyness and all)
And from East Coast park (The camwhoring in bustops)
Enjoy.
The sweetest moment
-East Coast Park!-

My sister dunno looking where.

Me and Mum!

Bubble mouth(HEEE, the inside joke)

The trio

the trio again

Me and Mum again!
-Retreat 2009!-

The group photo without Magdalene.
From left: Daniel, Me, Yuki, Rui Hang

Daniel and Rui Hang gay-ing over psp. Heeees

Me and Magdalene (I look like sotong!)

Stocking and Tennis Ball (Ohmy)



The wacky game of Tennis and Stocking. (Really terrible to ask people to be masked)

The empty fridge

Ending off with my sotong face (HEEEEEE)



I saw a tshirt today
when I was travelling on the mrt.
The back says: God is the greatest love of all.
And the front says: I gave mine(my love) to Jesus.
Really cool.
School reopened.
Most of the 2DeeOnes are back.
And had Art.
Going to do on Keith Haring :D
Interesting!
Then was science.
Did practically nothing.
I was happy then I was down.
Kind of regretted swaping with En Xin to Biodiversity for one very dumb reason.
Not worthwhile.
Anyway, so got to make new friends and so.
Since the 'friends' pangseh-ed me.
Was with Eunice and Jia Zi(very cute name!)
then was photo journalism.
Although never got pangseh-ed this time.
But have only a trio group.
KIND OF UHHHHHHHHHHS.
Why people is distancing me from me.
I DON'T HAVE H1N1 CANS!
Even I have also cannot do this to me.
I'm going emo tomorrow.
Then had free period.
Talked to Ishwa.
Saw some boys in the class got mad at each other for no clear reason.
Unpredictable huh.
Then went home with Yuhui!
HEEEEEEEES.
I have totally lost interest in everyone else.
Next week will be better I guess?
Thinking what to leave for the offline message.
Oops.
Gah!
I need to really stay focus on my studies.
Seriously.
Ohwell.
social distancing is not cool at ALL
BYE~


Yesterday was really fun!
Finishing my homework and stuff in the afternoon.
And went out of the house at 5:30(?)
After eating baked hotdogs and mircowaved hams (HAHA)
Then went to take a long long mrt ride to Paya Lebar.
Saw Chun Kit at Aijunied.
Then he went off first.
Left me waiting for Weiyao at Paya Lebar.
Finally came, his 10 minutes = half an hour.
(JET LAGGED!)
Then took bus to the shell station.
He wanted to buy chocolate bars.
In the end never cause he say very expensive.
Then walked to Geylang Serai CC.
Started stonning.
Waved to Yuki. Continued stonning
Stone and stone.
After that was gospel sharing.
Can see some of the people kind of sian sian feeling.
After that accompany Weiyao to makan.
Totally glued to weiyao cause really have nothing better to do.
Come back.
Sat beside some of the PRC supporters.
Cannot really get into their convo. So kind of gave up sharing O.O
Then just watched the people play basketball.
Some of them kind of violent.
Then stayed and stayed.
Need to go home with sis.
Weiyao left.
And continued watching them played.
After that prize presentation.
Neither PRC or RP got prize.
So (WHATEVER!)
Then slowly walked home with Sis, Edwin and some other guys.
I don't really know everyone's name.
Then yuki chionged to join us.
Walked together.
After that got another winnie, grace. And I can't remember.
At MRT was toilet break.
Waited.
Played.
Saw Sunny/Sun or Sunshine. Didn't catch his name.
Something to do with Tai Yang or Sun lah.
Waved to some unknown people.
HAHA.
Then went to platform.
Sat on the mrt floor.
Played, poked and talked.
After that Jimmy called Yuki.
So was laughing at their convo.
Shouldn't really laugh cause is SERIOUS matter.
Then went home.
HAD A LOT OF FUN PLAYING AND WATCHING BASKETBALL.
Ohyeah, and my sis showed my a video that they took that night.
HOPE CAN UPLOAD TO YOUTUBE.
Whoopie. Can!
SEE BELOW.

(Psst, I should have added annotations)
Anyway never mind.
It's really very funny.
So I think secondary school students should be able to play.
But that date not confirmed.
Poly and JC students (I think is at the date in the video)
GAH! Tomorrow is rollerblading day.
Woots.
But school is going to open soon.
I HAVEN'T FINISH MY VIDEO YET.
Die die die die die.
Nevermind.
SCHOOL PLEASE GET QUARANTINED.
(Psst, Yu Xuan like got H1N1)
Maybe will get quarantined.
YEAPS.
Okay, shall go do the video uhs.
BYE~


You ignite the fire,
Now it can't be put out.
This is so insane
---
I know I am tired,
I am tired.
But I am still waiting.
Will I give up the waiting?
I know I will somehow get tired of waiting.
I don't know what to do.
STARING AT MY MSN.
HOPING YOU WILL POP OUT.
Gah!
I should really get a life, and stop revolving around you.


That fire you ignited
Good, Bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your love is ultraviolet
Visions so insane
Travel unraveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your love is ultraviolet, ultraviolet
- Ultraviolet, Stiff Dylans
HELLO!
I am counting down the days!
Woohoo.
102 Days to my birthday.
MY LAVA LAMP!!!
I need to think where I should put it.
-TAKING BREAK FROM MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.
Don't worry, I am doing okay it.
I am waiting.
IRLYVM,DYK?
Gah, guess the words yourself.
TELLING THE TRUTH IN DIRECT IS REALLY HARD.
Toodles~


Am drinking a cuppa of nice green tea.
Whilst, looking at my sister's ex-friends blog.
So well.
I think they have a lot more life than me. (Not really though)
Their's blog is just like Min's.
So well.
Not much diff anyways.
Whattaye.
My dog's pee mop has totally ripped off.
Cool huh.
I should be doing chores like right now.
INSTEAD of blogging.
Well.
I. Don't. Want. To. Do. It
I must really finish my holiday homeworks.
It's last week of the holidays.
Gosh :[
LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAY.
So fast?
GAH. (Drooling me)
Comical.
I know, it's lame.
I know, it's boring.
I know, it's really sutpid.
I know, no one is really reading.
Oh-well.
Since I changed my url.
No one is reading.
So well.
Since no one is reading.
I just want to say.
ILY<3
bye~


Do you think I really care?
---
Changed back to old blogskin.
Cause I found out that the (new)blogskin don't have title.
I seriously loathe mio Internet.
Cause all of the computers got to restart the network settings.
OH-SO Troublesome.
Now got to disconnect desktop to allow everyone go online.
Bother me lesser though,
but still kinda pissed.
Am waiting for him to get off the phone.
FINALLY GOT OFF.
Okay, I shall go talk talk now.
BYE~


Gah, I totally forget there's a possiblilty of raining.
But there is definitely something else we can do if it rains right.
SO WHATEVER THE WEATHER IS.
Anyway, today will be a long long long long long day.
First went to the supermarket to buy crabs(!)
Then mum is going to cook soon :D
I really really like the way sheng siong puts the seafood.
It looks super like a seafood museum you know.
REALLY ENJOY GOING TO SUPERMARKET TO SEE SEA(FOOD)
Gaga, if someone brings me to seafood museum (or sea creatures) for my birthday.
I WILL HAPPY LIKE A CLAM.
GAHGAH!
Kind of tired right now.
I slept at 12 yesterday, heh.
HOPE I DON'T DROWN OR FALL ASLEEP IN THE SWIMMING POOL.
Haha.
I am pretty scared of the wave pool.
Was traumatized there before so.
GAGA.
Save me if I drown okay?


BLOGHOPPING!
Was visiting some of the Clementians blog.
LONG LONG TIME NEVER MEET THEM LIAO.
Imissyouguysmuch!
Then found out something common between Madeline, Racheal and Jiaxuan.
They all linked Min Er, but Min er's link isn't there.
(Probably she change link so often until people didn't really keep the record of the change)
Gah, FINALLY FOUND THE CORRECT LINK.
Thanks to YingJun :D
Anyway, I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW.
Let every second last okay.
(I must be contended with what I have now)
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
don't complain


I FEEL SO GAY RIGHT NOW.
(Check the dictionary of gay, there's not only the meaning homosexual okay)
THERE'S SOMETHING THAT IS WAY WAY COOL THAT HAPPENED TODAY.
(But be patient okay)
So let's start from today morning.
Woke up in the morning around 9.10
Ate apricot-filled breakfast (GAGA!)
Then went to school.
Had bandits.
SUPER COOL LAH.
When Mr.Lee was just nice talking about Wei Lin they all,
they suddenly call and ask "where's bandit at?" (THAT'S NOT THE ONLY MIRACLE OKAY)
Then after bandits,
went to see Wei Lin eat lunch.
Cabonara spaghetti!
Then rained. Super big.
(Was thinking how it would be so nice if someone suddenly come and give us umbrella)
Anyway didn't happen.
Ran back to school.
Fashion Mascot briefing.
Stoned, and ate pizza.
Went to hall.
Stoned. Clapped, laugh at Jerald. Continue stone-ing.
Then tried out on stage. After that stone stone.
Took bag and went to mrt station.
(HERE"S THE REAL REAL THING!)
I go tapped card, hoping there's still enough money.
But there wasn't.
Then I was agonizing while thinking:
"It would be so very nice if someone i know saw me here and top up my card"
Then agonizing over my suddenly lagging phone.
I SAW YUKI COMING DOWN FROM THE MRT!
Can you believe it? OHMY-NESS LAH!
He went ??
I went ???? too.
I ask: "What you doing here?"
He: "SYFC got some retreat thing, and here is the retreat place"
I :OHHH.
He:What you stonning here?
I: My ezlink card no money.
So my phone was like lagging right there.
Cannot call, cannot sms and yada yada.
So in the end he gave me ten dollars to top up.
HIS WALLET JUST NICE GOT ONE TEN DOLLAR LAH.
This is wayward weird and what a miracle can!
Finally can get home.
I was so (emotional) that I almost cried on the MRT.
Then I smiled like :DDDDDDDD when I saw him at the bus stop waiting bus.
GAGAGAGAGAGAGAGA!
(Thank God so so so so so so so much for this miracle! You are really the true God)
Jumped around the house while telling my sister about it.
Then the next is also a miracle lah.
My sister wanted to eat cup noodles.
Then we both wanted eggs on our cup noodles.
JUST NICE THE REFRIGERATOR HAS TWO EGGS LEFT.
This is really really cool okay.
Today is filled with miracles.
So yeah. I HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO SAY ALREADY.
GAGA, byebye>.<


xoxo, I feel like changing my blogskin.
(I just found out xoxo has totally no meaninng at all, from Gabriella)
Maybe I'm not changing.
I don't know. Kinda want something more graphical.
ANYWAYS, I think I am sick.
Eat too much Ice cream today.
TOO COLD. I feel cold.
I AM VERY HAPPY.
Cause got ____ pei wo go Masquerade tomorrow.
I hope tomorrow fast fast come,
I hope saturday fast fast come.
Fast forward all the time that we cannot see each other.
And slow down every second that we are together.
Its sweet okay.
Don't go tsk tsk me or something.
I really really think you are the one.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Ohwell.
I want to listen Falling Slowly - Kris Allen.
BYEBYE!


Can You believe I blog four times today.
I think I blogged four times.
HAHAHAHAHA!
Just survived from MAJOR laughing.
Laugh until my gastric pain again :D
You Tiao loves laughing with Ham Jim Peng okay.
HE LAUGH LIKE CRAZY WHEN I TOLD HIM THE JOKE:D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
I can't wait for saturday.
SWIMMING IN THE DEEP WAVE POOL.
Oh-oh, hope I don't drown :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
----

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah
-If I ain't got you, Alicia Keys.

I suddenly thought of a joke.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
How can you tell when You Tiao is crazy?
She points at Ham Jim Peng and laughs at him and says: You Tiao, why you so fat!
HAHAHAHAHA!
Can you tell me that I am crazy.
Yes I am crazy.
SHEEZH. I am really really really crazy lah dey.
One person crazy, two person sad, another one probably crazy too.
:PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
Bleh!


I should have told myself not to get too attached with it.
If I ever get too attached I should have a back-up plan.
But now, I don't have a back-up plan.
All I think is about what happened.
Now the rubber band therory won't work.
tsktsk, cause I can't seem to let he rubber band go.
---
WHAT SHOULD I DO LAH.
I am currently suffering from the Retreat withdrawal syndrome.
The symptons are:
I feel tired
I feel like sleeping every second.
I keep rewinding to what has happened at Retreat.(every bits and details)
I miss Retreat so very much.
ohno ohno.
Well, when can I recover?
Nevermind that then.
You Tiao can't stop thinking about Ham Jim Peng.
ohno. And You Tiao feels like telling Ham Jim Peng about it.
But You Tiao can't.
You Tiao MUST let Ham Jim Peng go first.
But You Tiao dunno how.
ohno ohno.
How? How?


I can't stop thinking about it.
HELLO!
I slept yesterday at 8:30pm
I know, it's freaking early right.
But, I am just just so tired.
Sorry :(
Then woke up at 7 plus.
Almost 12 hours of sleep but I still feel tired.
Had a really sweet and nice dream.
My mind just keep on rewinding back to the Retreat.
I'M STILL MISSING IT.
Woke up, brush teeth and yada yada
Msn-ed.
After that went out to school.
I stoned and stoned for 2 hours.
Then I didn't do much things, quite stupid.
I didn't know why I went to school for.
Went home directly at 12nn.
Reached home, Sis going out to watch DMTH(Drag Me to Hell)
I thinks its really a uber stupid show to watch.
But anyways, its her choice.
Yeahyee, there might be sushi to eat later.
I CAN HARDLY WAIT FOR SATURDAY TO COME.
You Tiao misses Ham Jim Peng a lot :(
(I should never get too attached right, but I just can't get out of it)
ohno


I'm currently addicted to this song.
It's pretty addictive :D

Yeah. So today was Sunday.
I went to church :DDDDDD
Thought I could see Yuki.
But. I. Never.
:(
(And my feets feel extra lonely)
Well anyway, then went to walk around the church alone.
Thinking about stuff.
After that went for fellowship.
(Ahh, all the rumours.)
Just to say, I actually thinks that the childrens are right somehow.
:DDDDDDDD
Then waited in the library with sis.
Now my new nickname is Winnie Ang Gu Kui.
I still prefer Winnie the Tan more :D
Went home.
Mum went eating durian.
Stomach churring, feels very very bad.
Like I am going to vomit the next minute.
Okay, possibly blog later if there's anything to update.
i'm so lovesick


Just finished reading Yu Ki's blog.
Actually I prefer calling him Yu Ki then Winchell.
Winchell sounds too classy.
He summarised almost like all the three days to one kinda-short post.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Among all these days at retreat.
I know one thing for sure.
You Tiao enjoys the company of Han Ji Beng.
A LOT!
And because of Han Ji Beng, You Tiao could laugh her heart out like the old times again.
You Tiao wants to say something now:
THANK YOU HAN JI BENG!
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


HELLO!
I'm back from M'sia
Retreat is COOLIOX POX cans.
Esp. The retro night.
So hippie lahs.
Yesterday:
Morning, late for breakfast.
Sat with the kiddos like a nanny :P
Then went to worship.
SUPERB NICE.
After that went to six floor for Youth. (FYI: The rooms are at six floor)
Very enlightening.
After that went for lunch
Some people went to swim.
Then HAVE TO go shopping.
Played at the arcade at Jusco,
then went to sleep with Mum infront of a shoe shop (on the bench)
I know, we all very sian but cannot don't come so no choice.
After that enough of humilating ourself then go up bus.
Changed into retro-ness in the bus.
IT'S REALLY FUN LAH.
Reached restaurant.
The food super slow, so was playing with Winchell(Actually his name is call winchell not rachel)
Classy right.
Trying to take his shoes out using my hands :P
After that the retro starts.
Frog prince and Agogo Princess superb lame.
Esp. jonathan the frog prince.
The catwalk super funny siah.
Took some random picture
(I should learn to smile more in cameras, I look so toot)
OSAMA BIN LADEN is very fun-ney siah.
After that went hotel.
SUPERB TIRED but still have midnight youth program.
Mum spoiled all the fun by telling me what was it.
Actually should be yangkai spoil all the fun by telling my mum.
After that Winchell told me not to tell Magdalene.
SUPERB SCARY AFTER THAT.
Josiah talking that part scare the hell outta me.
Spreaded around.
I so nervous people get caught then I gastric.
And also because of the stupid restaurant food.
8-Course dish no rice.
They dunno I 饭桶
Lol.
After that gastric super serious.
Almost feel like vomit.
Winchell still make me wanna laugh.
After that went back to hotel room.
Drank green tea.
Blogged and slept at 3 plus.
Wake up at 6.
Accidently wake mum up.
then continue sleep for a while.
Went for breakfast, Winchell wasn't there.
Everybody think he overslept.
WAS RIGHT.
Then worship and youth close-up.
Said buh-byes to Justin, Caleb and Pastor Ang.
Went back to room.
Packed and waited for lift oh-so very long.
Finally got to the first floor :DDDD
Then ate lunch with the kiddos again.
Joked around :DDDDDDDDDD
Jumped bus to the bus where most of the kiddos where.
Played uno.
Then at Singapore custom the bus took so long to come.
They say the bus go for 100% thorough check up.
Played uno and waited and waited.
Gordon keep on joking say bus come already then no bus.
Finally bus come.
Then was going to play uno.
Daniel go sit at my seat.
Quite pissed (Oops!) Not that pissed lah, just acting pissed.
:P
Then umm, changed seat and yada yada ya
I learned quite a few things in this retreat :D
I finally understand why when someone is down, it is a must to poke him/her in the ribs :D
Toe-playing is really fun
Changing in the bus is seriously FUN!
And a lot things more.
Thank God for the opportunity :D
I LOVE MY LAPPY,
and tada tada ta.
BYE~
I think I'll blog later.
(Psst, Mum ordered pizzas!)
editied: YOU TIAO and HAN JI BENG!
i'd never felt so strong about someone before.


I'd promised that I would blog right.
Okay, just to tell you the WIFI at the hotel stinks.
So I gotta make this quick before the super stupid WIFI ends off again.
To DNYK(Lols, I just found out that your intials make up to DNYK):
Thanks for being there for me when I need you.
You hold me close to your feet and warming my feet (You sound like some radiator, lol)
Thanks for making me laugh when the atmosphere boring.
Thanks for laughing at me and making me laugh even harder.
Thanks for all that you done.
(It's really late, so I gotta go sleep)
TATA!
thanks a lot for being so close to me.


HELLO!
Counting down one day to CHURCH RETREAT.
I hope I can really really really see M tomorrow.
I STILL HATE MY INTERNET A LOT.
Facebook runs so ubersome slow now.
Today went to tiong around 12 plus.
Saw Kehjun at the MRT.
He wear Camp Nova shirt so obvious
He didn't see me though.
After that sms him.
His reply like he owns tiong and I can't go tiong like that.
LOL.
Go and take DV Cam and buy groceries.
NTUC no handiplast siah.
Make me walk round and round and round finding handiplast.
After that go home.
Was reading Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus.
LOL. I know its weird.
But I kinda influenced by the Angus, Thong and Perfect Snogging movie.
Rubber band theory
I found out what was my problem :D
Self-help book do work your mind out a lot
---
I have a lot to say to someone.
But shall not say it here, cause its obvious.
And I don't want to spoil friendship.
---
Nothing much to say.
I MISS MY SMS BUDDY!
LJQ, when are you coming back larhs.



SO COOL!
Its 12 midnight now.
I have been facebook-ing, typing and msn-ing.
LOL.
I know its lame.
Thinking of Nicholas (retarded) face makes me wanna laugh.
So I have been laughing uncontrollably and my mum is looking at me wayward weird.
LOL!
Typing a letter to my sis.
She is at camp and so well.
I GOT TO GO SOON.
Tada!
let's do it the doodah way!



Oh well, can see from the title.
I hate the mio Internet cans.
Keep on crashing.
Just now I directly connect to my lappy
Still cannot connect WTH!
Crap crap crap crap crap.
Okay well. I shall stop scolding the internet now.
Later it don't like me more then I cannot go internet at all :P
I feel like I am studying the complex mind of boys lately.
LOL.
Coming out with question and yada yada
Didn't do much things lately cause was fussing over the internet.
TWO MORE DAYS TO RETREAT.
Yippee yada yada.
See you there M!
I keep on thinking about the Sweeny Todd movie inside the Mrs.Lovette's pie
For dunno what reason.
Okay, nothing really much to say.
TOODLES.


OHMY!
Do you believe I am blogging on my new laptop.
This is way cool cans.
Cause my mum redeem a new laptop from the Singnet rewards thingy.
HYPERLICIOUS COOL.
I show you the pictures okay?

IT IS THE ACER 1ONE
Cool rights, I tell you what is cool.
Mum is so tired now.
Cause we went like from Tiong Bahru to Jurong East.
Hyper tiring but worth it :DDDD
I haven't download anything yet.
Cause they include Microsoft Office and MSN already.
So I am still thinking what to install/download.
Quite fast.
And I CAN SIGN IN TO TWO MSN MESSENGER USING ONE ACCOUNT.
Mum says I can bring to church retreat.
And also THE HOTEL HAS FULL WIFI.
I think I am not leaving my hotel room once I get there :P
Anyways, will be blogging during retreat.
If you miss me, just come here lah dey.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Bye~
(Psst, I keep messing with my destop mouse thinking why the cursor isn't moving)


HELLO!
Sorry for not blogging.
I always reach home around midnight so very tired.
Cannot blog.
Anyways, let the pictures do the talking first.
Below is all my 自恋-ness.
So if you don't wanna see just scroll fast down
(Psst, there's a lot of photo's okay)


Zhou Wei and Me

Me playing with Zhou Wei's bag.

Zhou Wei use bag slap me. (Teehee)

I still love Mr.Baggy a lot. (Teehee)

Mr.Baggy is squashed.

Me and Zhou Wei's love.

Starz! (I forgot whose hand)

Zhou Wei

Should flip it right.

Again

Again. (Got two me?)

Xuan Ling take one.

Zhou Wei, me and Mr. Baggy.

Again :)

I think I take pictures with Zhou Wei a lot.

Ohh, the dressing room mirror looks cool right.

Me. (I think my hair looks like dye right)

Dressing room mirror

I think I look nicer in green tee.

Jerusha :)

(My eyes look scary right)

(Took at the dressing room of TRCC!)


(CD performing. I know I very cool take there)


Yeah! We have come to the end of the photos.
Start from saturday:
Chiong-ed like crazy to reach school.
Thought bus was leaving at eight.
Cause I cannot wake up in the morning.
(Darn the stupid zhang yu, make my handphone whole thing silent)
Reached school.
Tied hair, ate at Food Loft.
Then go back.
Start to carry things down and yada yada.
Rehearsed, and rehearsed.
At during running technical run.
The nasi lemak sucks can.
(I should have take a photo of Mr.Lee in his suit, HE LOOK FREAKING CUTE!)
Then prepared.
Called mum.
After that performed.
A lot better than during rehearsal.
Then carried things to loading bay.

To all guzheng members:
YOU ALL WORK SERIOUSLY HARD!
Love all you guys a lot.
jiayous!
Sorry for shouting at you (if I ever did)
Esp. Daqiang (Psps)
And John: I'll try to help you fix your computer someday :D

After that chiong-ed to bus.
HYPER BUSY.
Reached school.
And went home with Zhou Wei.
ATE burger in the night.
HYPER COOL.
Ohyeah, forgot to mention during Wednesday rehearsal.
Zhang Yu read all my messages from top to bottom.
He knows all my dark secrets now :(
Okay, then umm.
Sunday:
Went to church.
After that slacked at Bolm Hall and Music Room with sis.
While waititing for mum.
I DIDN'T NOT SEE M
Oh-ho.
Crappy day.
I forgot what happen after that.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR RETREAT.
Packing for retreat soon :D
---
People that I missed during holiday:
1.M
2. LJQ
3. ZPLHM
4. NS(!)
(I told you that the list will add on right!)



Tsktsk, why everybody changing url. MAKE ME SO WANNA CHANGE MY URL TOO.
Let's talk about today.
Today woke up quite late.
Forgot that need to go school for banner-making urghs
Then ate breakfast and rushed to school.
Cause I wore slipper so the stupid security guards don't let me in.
So I waited for i don't know why reason.
Saw Matthew with slippers.
LAUGHED AT HIM.
But he somehow got in.
Because he told the dumb guards that his leg was injured.
YEAH WHATEVER.
So after that went to class and started doing the banner.
Quite angry though.
After that went to buy stuff and etc.
Finished banner went home
Ate and yada yada.
Watched 28 Days Later,
I think 28 Weeks later is nicer.
So anyways.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY CHURCH RETREAT.
Ohwell, Goodbye.
Aesthetic Concert tomorrow (Glee, it sucks way big time)



I am back with all the sad sad songs again.

Saw this on YC blog.
HELLO YOKE CHENG if you ever see this.
I cut my finger (Accidently) when cutting the dog food into the bowl.
Aww crap.
HOW AM I ABLE TO GO FOR REHEARSAL LIKE THAT.
No plaster somemore.
It is painfully killing me.
Ohno.
I have nothing much to blog.
Maybe will blog after rehearsal at TRCC.
Which ends at 7. OHNO!



Ohshit, I am still missing M a lot.
Even when I wake up from my sleep,
Still thinking.
Whywhywhywhy
I should be missing Z more that M right.
HAHAHA.
Okay.
I JUST WOKE UP AND STARTED BLOGGING.
Haha.
I actually want to wake up at eleven.
But mum wake me up just now.
So cannot sleep already.
I still want iPod Touch lah-dey.
I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT.
Suddenly very looking forward to all the days I can see M
Hope they can come soon, so I can stop missing him :D
Saw another hilarious video that was on Kathy's profile.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
roftlol.
Melissa suddenly go delete her blog.
I think so(?)
Maybe because she overseas so don't want people tag too much.
LOL.
Was bloghopping just now.
Go check out some old friends.
Brian (Po En) saw JOLIN at Jp.
WHAT THE HECK IS JOLIN DOING IN JP LAH.
Werido.
Anyway, I still hate superficial people.
A.k.a Jolin.
Okok, I seriously need to move out from the computer table.
To feed my dogs, or they will never stop bugging me.



Last post before I sleep.
I am just posting to say this.
I WANT A IPOD TOUCH WITH 16GB.

I WANT I WANT I WANT!
Pretty please!
Ohyeah.
I watched Fighting spiders today.
Wondered what is so nice about it.
Ohwell, PETER is nice.
And I think I want to watch it again.
Where's Sam?



Ohno, here I go blogging non-stop.
Different post somemore.
I go watch a video on Kathy's profile.
(Haha, people that is a friend of Kathy would know what)
I LAUGH LIKE SHIT OKAY.
It is ubersome funny.
And I go watch Tap Tap Revenge demo on youtube.
Now I want a iPod Touch to replace my half-dead mp3.
I WANT PLAY TAP TAP REVENGE!
That's like the most impossible gift I can get for my birthday present.
My mum want to buy me a laptop.
A mini laptop.
Underline MINI
How I hate miniature stuff.
It sucks except for miniature dogs.
Save the rest of the money, just buy me a iPod touch.
搞定啦！
Haha.
Nevermind. If I say now definitely my mum will slaughter me to death.
Okay, bye~



Don't know why I suddenly miss M
When I look at some photos on someone's blog.
Although I can see him like every sunday.
Oh well, not every sunday.
But I still get to see him in the holidays right.
Weird.
---
People I miss during the holidays:
(Psst, the list will add on okay)
1. M



I WENT TO CUT HAIR AGAIN.
Hello.
Now my hair is neater lah-dey.
I LOOK LIKE VIOLET BAUDELAIRE.
To make sure you know who is that I shall add the photos.

Is the girl in the photo. Cool rights.
By the way when I grab this photo from IMDB,
I saw who is today's birthday star.
His name is Zachary Quinto (HEEHEE!)

Looks quite cool right(!)
Okay okay, back to the cut hair thing.
Yeah then my mum went to cut short her uber long hair.
And highlight.
I like the highlight and hair.
But just to me, I quite used to her long long hair.
So it looks weird to me now.
Possibly not anymore once I get used right.
Anyway.
Then my mum got quite pissed off with me for saying that her hair looks weird.
Nevermind it anyway.
Ohyeah! Then when I was in the salon.
Reading magazines.
I saw MELISSA, SOKYEE and SHERINE in Teenage Magazine.
It is the January edition.
Lol.
Ohwell, I have nothing better to say.
Except this to someone:
Ohwell, your girlfriend must be either blind or dumb.
Or maybe you are just faking one



Oh well.
Tag replies first.
(I am extremely shocked that there was people at my blog!)
JINWENXZ :D :No lah. Is Mr.USA being an idiot to give up his job to some moron. Haha.
dayah: Very shocked that you tagged at my blog. HELLO! You can go do the quiz one day.
Ruiying(: Psps, I forgot to tag. Zac Effron lah-dey :D
To all taggers and ghost, human whatever reading:
THANKS AND ILY!
---
Haha, Blogspong.
Blogspong. Haha.
I laughing over some ridiculous tag.
BLOGSPONG:DDDDDDD
I think it is superb funny cans.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I want go Bandits ley.
Aiyah, stupid fashion mascot thingy.
Now even Mr.USA also quit liao.
I WANT TO QUIT LEY.
But don't think anyone wants to take my place.
Sad.
CCA was fine today.
Fine
I slept and slept, wake up hit a few notes and slept.
How slack :DDD
Ah, so bored.
I got nothing better to say.
Maybe I should post some Adam Lambert photo.
Oh well!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Kris Allen looks cool too.

Now the both of them (Teehee!)
Enough of all this photos.
I shall sleep.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD



I MISS MY SMS BUDDY.
I think I'll get depression.
He is at China lah-dey. Roaming very ex.
URGHS!
Oh well, I haven't say my hello yet.
So,
HELLO!
Nothing much to post.
Going to CCA at one.
Eating lunch with mum before go to CCA.
But I am already hungry now.
Oh-oh.
There's is like some much thing I want to do during holiday.
Homework is definitely not one of them.
HAHA.
I want go camp at East Coast Park.
I want to go Changi Airport.
I want to scream in Bukit Timah Hill.
I want to sleep twelve hours.
I want to go out.
I think all is possible but maybe the screaming in Bukit Timah Hill would have to be next semester.
Haha.
I ♥ BIODIVERSITY!
I think I go to go do my homework soon.
Bye~
i miss you!



Aww.
Why everyone never invite me to read their blogs.
URGHS.
Oh well, HELLO!
I am still alive.
Yeahyee, MIDNIGHT.
Do you have to ask me if I am okay everytime.
Does my pm looks sad to you?
Huh?
Even if I write Shia LaBeouf with an exclamation mark, it looks sad.
Retarded. Can't you see huh.
Do I have to tell you that I am happy everytime.
And I cannot add some retarded stuff in my pm
Cause it shows that I am not happy?
I am happy
I am happy cause some silly memories of Nicholas made me laugh
I am happy cause I remembered some retarded jokes someone said.
I am happy cause I don't have to talk to you.
I am happy cause I am enjoying my life without you.
I am happy cause there is no retard asking me if I am alright
I am happy cause I DON'T GET TO SEE YOU IN THE HOLIDAYS.
Do I have to make it so obvious to you?
Do I?
Do I have to scream into your face so that you will know that I'm fine?
Stop asking me if I'm okay.
I AM OKAY.
STILL KICKING WITH LIFE,
LAUGHING IN JOY
SCREAMING IN ANGER.
Tsk tsk.

Eeeeeeeek!
The photo are so oversized.
Nevermind.
Today school was TOUGH!
I need pure-squeezed orange juice 100% concentration.
Cannot think of Y everytime.
MY STUDY WILL BAIL OKAY.
Gah, must tell myself.
Kehjun's question is hyper tough.
Something can touch, something cannot touch.
I STILL CANNOT FIGURE OUT THE LOGIC.
At least the next half of the day,
I wasn't thinking of Y much more,
I was thinking about the logic behind the question.
Totally brain dead during maths.
I think I will definitely bail all my studies.
MUST CONCENTRATE.
Okok.
Tiong was fun today.
I. Ate. Ajisen. Ramen.
DEVOTEE.
Is God calling me for mission trip?
Kind of weird to think that especially at the beginning of the school term.
Really weird.
But IDK.
Nevermind.
I SHALL CONCENTRATE IN MY STUDIES WITH MY ORANGE JUICE!
Bye~
(I imagine that I could see you, I imagined that you would be right behind me. Will you really be there once more for me?)


HEEEES.
I am back to post photos.
Photos from Retreat 2009 (The wackyness and all)
And from East Coast park (The camwhoring in bustops)
Enjoy.
The sweetest moment
-East Coast Park!-

My sister dunno looking where.

Me and Mum!

Bubble mouth(HEEE, the inside joke)

The trio

the trio again

Me and Mum again!
-Retreat 2009!-

The group photo without Magdalene.
From left: Daniel, Me, Yuki, Rui Hang

Daniel and Rui Hang gay-ing over psp. Heeees

Me and Magdalene (I look like sotong!)

Stocking and Tennis Ball (Ohmy)



The wacky game of Tennis and Stocking. (Really terrible to ask people to be masked)

The empty fridge

Ending off with my sotong face (HEEEEEE)



I saw a tshirt today
when I was travelling on the mrt.
The back says: God is the greatest love of all.
And the front says: I gave mine(my love) to Jesus.
Really cool.
School reopened.
Most of the 2DeeOnes are back.
And had Art.
Going to do on Keith Haring :D
Interesting!
Then was science.
Did practically nothing.
I was happy then I was down.
Kind of regretted swaping with En Xin to Biodiversity for one very dumb reason.
Not worthwhile.
Anyway, so got to make new friends and so.
Since the 'friends' pangseh-ed me.
Was with Eunice and Jia Zi(very cute name!)
then was photo journalism.
Although never got pangseh-ed this time.
But have only a trio group.
KIND OF UHHHHHHHHHHS.
Why people is distancing me from me.
I DON'T HAVE H1N1 CANS!
Even I have also cannot do this to me.
I'm going emo tomorrow.
Then had free period.
Talked to Ishwa.
Saw some boys in the class got mad at each other for no clear reason.
Unpredictable huh.
Then went home with Yuhui!
HEEEEEEEES.
I have totally lost interest in everyone else.
Next week will be better I guess?
Thinking what to leave for the offline message.
Oops.
Gah!
I need to really stay focus on my studies.
Seriously.
Ohwell.
social distancing is not cool at ALL
BYE~


Yesterday was really fun!
Finishing my homework and stuff in the afternoon.
And went out of the house at 5:30(?)
After eating baked hotdogs and mircowaved hams (HAHA)
Then went to take a long long mrt ride to Paya Lebar.
Saw Chun Kit at Aijunied.
Then he went off first.
Left me waiting for Weiyao at Paya Lebar.
Finally came, his 10 minutes = half an hour.
(JET LAGGED!)
Then took bus to the shell station.
He wanted to buy chocolate bars.
In the end never cause he say very expensive.
Then walked to Geylang Serai CC.
Started stonning.
Waved to Yuki. Continued stonning
Stone and stone.
After that was gospel sharing.
Can see some of the people kind of sian sian feeling.
After that accompany Weiyao to makan.
Totally glued to weiyao cause really have nothing better to do.
Come back.
Sat beside some of the PRC supporters.
Cannot really get into their convo. So kind of gave up sharing O.O
Then just watched the people play basketball.
Some of them kind of violent.
Then stayed and stayed.
Need to go home with sis.
Weiyao left.
And continued watching them played.
After that prize presentation.
Neither PRC or RP got prize.
So (WHATEVER!)
Then slowly walked home with Sis, Edwin and some other guys.
I don't really know everyone's name.
Then yuki chionged to join us.
Walked together.
After that got another winnie, grace. And I can't remember.
At MRT was toilet break.
Waited.
Played.
Saw Sunny/Sun or Sunshine. Didn't catch his name.
Something to do with Tai Yang or Sun lah.
Waved to some unknown people.
HAHA.
Then went to platform.
Sat on the mrt floor.
Played, poked and talked.
After that Jimmy called Yuki.
So was laughing at their convo.
Shouldn't really laugh cause is SERIOUS matter.
Then went home.
HAD A LOT OF FUN PLAYING AND WATCHING BASKETBALL.
Ohyeah, and my sis showed my a video that they took that night.
HOPE CAN UPLOAD TO YOUTUBE.
Whoopie. Can!
SEE BELOW.

(Psst, I should have added annotations)
Anyway never mind.
It's really very funny.
So I think secondary school students should be able to play.
But that date not confirmed.
Poly and JC students (I think is at the date in the video)
GAH! Tomorrow is rollerblading day.
Woots.
But school is going to open soon.
I HAVEN'T FINISH MY VIDEO YET.
Die die die die die.
Nevermind.
SCHOOL PLEASE GET QUARANTINED.
(Psst, Yu Xuan like got H1N1)
Maybe will get quarantined.
YEAPS.
Okay, shall go do the video uhs.
BYE~


You ignite the fire,
Now it can't be put out.
This is so insane
---
I know I am tired,
I am tired.
But I am still waiting.
Will I give up the waiting?
I know I will somehow get tired of waiting.
I don't know what to do.
STARING AT MY MSN.
HOPING YOU WILL POP OUT.
Gah!
I should really get a life, and stop revolving around you.


That fire you ignited
Good, Bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your love is ultraviolet
Visions so insane
Travel unraveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your love is ultraviolet, ultraviolet
- Ultraviolet, Stiff Dylans
HELLO!
I am counting down the days!
Woohoo.
102 Days to my birthday.
MY LAVA LAMP!!!
I need to think where I should put it.
-TAKING BREAK FROM MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.
Don't worry, I am doing okay it.
I am waiting.
IRLYVM,DYK?
Gah, guess the words yourself.
TELLING THE TRUTH IN DIRECT IS REALLY HARD.
Toodles~


Am drinking a cuppa of nice green tea.
Whilst, looking at my sister's ex-friends blog.
So well.
I think they have a lot more life than me. (Not really though)
Their's blog is just like Min's.
So well.
Not much diff anyways.
Whattaye.
My dog's pee mop has totally ripped off.
Cool huh.
I should be doing chores like right now.
INSTEAD of blogging.
Well.
I. Don't. Want. To. Do. It
I must really finish my holiday homeworks.
It's last week of the holidays.
Gosh :[
LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAY.
So fast?
GAH. (Drooling me)
Comical.
I know, it's lame.
I know, it's boring.
I know, it's really sutpid.
I know, no one is really reading.
Oh-well.
Since I changed my url.
No one is reading.
So well.
Since no one is reading.
I just want to say.
ILY<3
bye~


Do you think I really care?
---
Changed back to old blogskin.
Cause I found out that the (new)blogskin don't have title.
I seriously loathe mio Internet.
Cause all of the computers got to restart the network settings.
OH-SO Troublesome.
Now got to disconnect desktop to allow everyone go online.
Bother me lesser though,
but still kinda pissed.
Am waiting for him to get off the phone.
FINALLY GOT OFF.
Okay, I shall go talk talk now.
BYE~


Gah, I totally forget there's a possiblilty of raining.
But there is definitely something else we can do if it rains right.
SO WHATEVER THE WEATHER IS.
Anyway, today will be a long long long long long day.
First went to the supermarket to buy crabs(!)
Then mum is going to cook soon :D
I really really like the way sheng siong puts the seafood.
It looks super like a seafood museum you know.
REALLY ENJOY GOING TO SUPERMARKET TO SEE SEA(FOOD)
Gaga, if someone brings me to seafood museum (or sea creatures) for my birthday.
I WILL HAPPY LIKE A CLAM.
GAHGAH!
Kind of tired right now.
I slept at 12 yesterday, heh.
HOPE I DON'T DROWN OR FALL ASLEEP IN THE SWIMMING POOL.
Haha.
I am pretty scared of the wave pool.
Was traumatized there before so.
GAGA.
Save me if I drown okay?


BLOGHOPPING!
Was visiting some of the Clementians blog.
LONG LONG TIME NEVER MEET THEM LIAO.
Imissyouguysmuch!
Then found out something common between Madeline, Racheal and Jiaxuan.
They all linked Min Er, but Min er's link isn't there.
(Probably she change link so often until people didn't really keep the record of the change)
Gah, FINALLY FOUND THE CORRECT LINK.
Thanks to YingJun :D
Anyway, I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW.
Let every second last okay.
(I must be contended with what I have now)
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
don't complain


I FEEL SO GAY RIGHT NOW.
(Check the dictionary of gay, there's not only the meaning homosexual okay)
THERE'S SOMETHING THAT IS WAY WAY COOL THAT HAPPENED TODAY.
(But be patient okay)
So let's start from today morning.
Woke up in the morning around 9.10
Ate apricot-filled breakfast (GAGA!)
Then went to school.
Had bandits.
SUPER COOL LAH.
When Mr.Lee was just nice talking about Wei Lin they all,
they suddenly call and ask "where's bandit at?" (THAT'S NOT THE ONLY MIRACLE OKAY)
Then after bandits,
went to see Wei Lin eat lunch.
Cabonara spaghetti!
Then rained. Super big.
(Was thinking how it would be so nice if someone suddenly come and give us umbrella)
Anyway didn't happen.
Ran back to school.
Fashion Mascot briefing.
Stoned, and ate pizza.
Went to hall.
Stoned. Clapped, laugh at Jerald. Continue stone-ing.
Then tried out on stage. After that stone stone.
Took bag and went to mrt station.
(HERE"S THE REAL REAL THING!)
I go tapped card, hoping there's still enough money.
But there wasn't.
Then I was agonizing while thinking:
"It would be so very nice if someone i know saw me here and top up my card"
Then agonizing over my suddenly lagging phone.
I SAW YUKI COMING DOWN FROM THE MRT!
Can you believe it? OHMY-NESS LAH!
He went ??
I went ???? too.
I ask: "What you doing here?"
He: "SYFC got some retreat thing, and here is the retreat place"
I :OHHH.
He:What you stonning here?
I: My ezlink card no money.
So my phone was like lagging right there.
Cannot call, cannot sms and yada yada.
So in the end he gave me ten dollars to top up.
HIS WALLET JUST NICE GOT ONE TEN DOLLAR LAH.
This is wayward weird and what a miracle can!
Finally can get home.
I was so (emotional) that I almost cried on the MRT.
Then I smiled like :DDDDDDDD when I saw him at the bus stop waiting bus.
GAGAGAGAGAGAGAGA!
(Thank God so so so so so so so much for this miracle! You are really the true God)
Jumped around the house while telling my sister about it.
Then the next is also a miracle lah.
My sister wanted to eat cup noodles.
Then we both wanted eggs on our cup noodles.
JUST NICE THE REFRIGERATOR HAS TWO EGGS LEFT.
This is really really cool okay.
Today is filled with miracles.
So yeah. I HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO SAY ALREADY.
GAGA, byebye>.<


xoxo, I feel like changing my blogskin.
(I just found out xoxo has totally no meaninng at all, from Gabriella)
Maybe I'm not changing.
I don't know. Kinda want something more graphical.
ANYWAYS, I think I am sick.
Eat too much Ice cream today.
TOO COLD. I feel cold.
I AM VERY HAPPY.
Cause got ____ pei wo go Masquerade tomorrow.
I hope tomorrow fast fast come,
I hope saturday fast fast come.
Fast forward all the time that we cannot see each other.
And slow down every second that we are together.
Its sweet okay.
Don't go tsk tsk me or something.
I really really think you are the one.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Ohwell.
I want to listen Falling Slowly - Kris Allen.
BYEBYE!


Can You believe I blog four times today.
I think I blogged four times.
HAHAHAHAHA!
Just survived from MAJOR laughing.
Laugh until my gastric pain again :D
You Tiao loves laughing with Ham Jim Peng okay.
HE LAUGH LIKE CRAZY WHEN I TOLD HIM THE JOKE:D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
I can't wait for saturday.
SWIMMING IN THE DEEP WAVE POOL.
Oh-oh, hope I don't drown :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
----

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah
-If I ain't got you, Alicia Keys.

I suddenly thought of a joke.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
How can you tell when You Tiao is crazy?
She points at Ham Jim Peng and laughs at him and says: You Tiao, why you so fat!
HAHAHAHAHA!
Can you tell me that I am crazy.
Yes I am crazy.
SHEEZH. I am really really really crazy lah dey.
One person crazy, two person sad, another one probably crazy too.
:PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
Bleh!


I should have told myself not to get too attached with it.
If I ever get too attached I should have a back-up plan.
But now, I don't have a back-up plan.
All I think is about what happened.
Now the rubber band therory won't work.
tsktsk, cause I can't seem to let he rubber band go.
---
WHAT SHOULD I DO LAH.
I am currently suffering from the Retreat withdrawal syndrome.
The symptons are:
I feel tired
I feel like sleeping every second.
I keep rewinding to what has happened at Retreat.(every bits and details)
I miss Retreat so very much.
ohno ohno.
Well, when can I recover?
Nevermind that then.
You Tiao can't stop thinking about Ham Jim Peng.
ohno. And You Tiao feels like telling Ham Jim Peng about it.
But You Tiao can't.
You Tiao MUST let Ham Jim Peng go first.
But You Tiao dunno how.
ohno ohno.
How? How?


I can't stop thinking about it.
HELLO!
I slept yesterday at 8:30pm
I know, it's freaking early right.
But, I am just just so tired.
Sorry :(
Then woke up at 7 plus.
Almost 12 hours of sleep but I still feel tired.
Had a really sweet and nice dream.
My mind just keep on rewinding back to the Retreat.
I'M STILL MISSING IT.
Woke up, brush teeth and yada yada
Msn-ed.
After that went out to school.
I stoned and stoned for 2 hours.
Then I didn't do much things, quite stupid.
I didn't know why I went to school for.
Went home directly at 12nn.
Reached home, Sis going out to watch DMTH(Drag Me to Hell)
I thinks its really a uber stupid show to watch.
But anyways, its her choice.
Yeahyee, there might be sushi to eat later.
I CAN HARDLY WAIT FOR SATURDAY TO COME.
You Tiao misses Ham Jim Peng a lot :(
(I should never get too attached right, but I just can't get out of it)
ohno


I'm currently addicted to this song.
It's pretty addictive :D

Yeah. So today was Sunday.
I went to church :DDDDDD
Thought I could see Yuki.
But. I. Never.
:(
(And my feets feel extra lonely)
Well anyway, then went to walk around the church alone.
Thinking about stuff.
After that went for fellowship.
(Ahh, all the rumours.)
Just to say, I actually thinks that the childrens are right somehow.
:DDDDDDDD
Then waited in the library with sis.
Now my new nickname is Winnie Ang Gu Kui.
I still prefer Winnie the Tan more :D
Went home.
Mum went eating durian.
Stomach churring, feels very very bad.
Like I am going to vomit the next minute.
Okay, possibly blog later if there's anything to update.
i'm so lovesick


Just finished reading Yu Ki's blog.
Actually I prefer calling him Yu Ki then Winchell.
Winchell sounds too classy.
He summarised almost like all the three days to one kinda-short post.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Among all these days at retreat.
I know one thing for sure.
You Tiao enjoys the company of Han Ji Beng.
A LOT!
And because of Han Ji Beng, You Tiao could laugh her heart out like the old times again.
You Tiao wants to say something now:
THANK YOU HAN JI BENG!
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


HELLO!
I'm back from M'sia
Retreat is COOLIOX POX cans.
Esp. The retro night.
So hippie lahs.
Yesterday:
Morning, late for breakfast.
Sat with the kiddos like a nanny :P
Then went to worship.
SUPERB NICE.
After that went to six floor for Youth. (FYI: The rooms are at six floor)
Very enlightening.
After that went for lunch
Some people went to swim.
Then HAVE TO go shopping.
Played at the arcade at Jusco,
then went to sleep with Mum infront of a shoe shop (on the bench)
I know, we all very sian but cannot don't come so no choice.
After that enough of humilating ourself then go up bus.
Changed into retro-ness in the bus.
IT'S REALLY FUN LAH.
Reached restaurant.
The food super slow, so was playing with Winchell(Actually his name is call winchell not rachel)
Classy right.
Trying to take his shoes out using my hands :P
After that the retro starts.
Frog prince and Agogo Princess superb lame.
Esp. jonathan the frog prince.
The catwalk super funny siah.
Took some random picture
(I should learn to smile more in cameras, I look so toot)
OSAMA BIN LADEN is very fun-ney siah.
After that went hotel.
SUPERB TIRED but still have midnight youth program.
Mum spoiled all the fun by telling me what was it.
Actually should be yangkai spoil all the fun by telling my mum.
After that Winchell told me not to tell Magdalene.
SUPERB SCARY AFTER THAT.
Josiah talking that part scare the hell outta me.
Spreaded around.
I so nervous people get caught then I gastric.
And also because of the stupid restaurant food.
8-Course dish no rice.
They dunno I 饭桶
Lol.
After that gastric super serious.
Almost feel like vomit.
Winchell still make me wanna laugh.
After that went back to hotel room.
Drank green tea.
Blogged and slept at 3 plus.
Wake up at 6.
Accidently wake mum up.
then continue sleep for a while.
Went for breakfast, Winchell wasn't there.
Everybody think he overslept.
WAS RIGHT.
Then worship and youth close-up.
Said buh-byes to Justin, Caleb and Pastor Ang.
Went back to room.
Packed and waited for lift oh-so very long.
Finally got to the first floor :DDDD
Then ate lunch with the kiddos again.
Joked around :DDDDDDDDDD
Jumped bus to the bus where most of the kiddos where.
Played uno.
Then at Singapore custom the bus took so long to come.
They say the bus go for 100% thorough check up.
Played uno and waited and waited.
Gordon keep on joking say bus come already then no bus.
Finally bus come.
Then was going to play uno.
Daniel go sit at my seat.
Quite pissed (Oops!) Not that pissed lah, just acting pissed.
:P
Then umm, changed seat and yada yada ya
I learned quite a few things in this retreat :D
I finally understand why when someone is down, it is a must to poke him/her in the ribs :D
Toe-playing is really fun
Changing in the bus is seriously FUN!
And a lot things more.
Thank God for the opportunity :D
I LOVE MY LAPPY,
and tada tada ta.
BYE~
I think I'll blog later.
(Psst, Mum ordered pizzas!)
editied: YOU TIAO and HAN JI BENG!
i'd never felt so strong about someone before.


I'd promised that I would blog right.
Okay, just to tell you the WIFI at the hotel stinks.
So I gotta make this quick before the super stupid WIFI ends off again.
To DNYK(Lols, I just found out that your intials make up to DNYK):
Thanks for being there for me when I need you.
You hold me close to your feet and warming my feet (You sound like some radiator, lol)
Thanks for making me laugh when the atmosphere boring.
Thanks for laughing at me and making me laugh even harder.
Thanks for all that you done.
(It's really late, so I gotta go sleep)
TATA!
thanks a lot for being so close to me.


HELLO!
Counting down one day to CHURCH RETREAT.
I hope I can really really really see M tomorrow.
I STILL HATE MY INTERNET A LOT.
Facebook runs so ubersome slow now.
Today went to tiong around 12 plus.
Saw Kehjun at the MRT.
He wear Camp Nova shirt so obvious
He didn't see me though.
After that sms him.
His reply like he owns tiong and I can't go tiong like that.
LOL.
Go and take DV Cam and buy groceries.
NTUC no handiplast siah.
Make me walk round and round and round finding handiplast.
After that go home.
Was reading Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus.
LOL. I know its weird.
But I kinda influenced by the Angus, Thong and Perfect Snogging movie.
Rubber band theory
I found out what was my problem :D
Self-help book do work your mind out a lot
---
I have a lot to say to someone.
But shall not say it here, cause its obvious.
And I don't want to spoil friendship.
---
Nothing much to say.
I MISS MY SMS BUDDY!
LJQ, when are you coming back larhs.



SO COOL!
Its 12 midnight now.
I have been facebook-ing, typing and msn-ing.
LOL.
I know its lame.
Thinking of Nicholas (retarded) face makes me wanna laugh.
So I have been laughing uncontrollably and my mum is looking at me wayward weird.
LOL!
Typing a letter to my sis.
She is at camp and so well.
I GOT TO GO SOON.
Tada!
let's do it the doodah way!



Oh well, can see from the title.
I hate the mio Internet cans.
Keep on crashing.
Just now I directly connect to my lappy
Still cannot connect WTH!
Crap crap crap crap crap.
Okay well. I shall stop scolding the internet now.
Later it don't like me more then I cannot go internet at all :P
I feel like I am studying the complex mind of boys lately.
LOL.
Coming out with question and yada yada
Didn't do much things lately cause was fussing over the internet.
TWO MORE DAYS TO RETREAT.
Yippee yada yada.
See you there M!
I keep on thinking about the Sweeny Todd movie inside the Mrs.Lovette's pie
For dunno what reason.
Okay, nothing really much to say.
TOODLES.


OHMY!
Do you believe I am blogging on my new laptop.
This is way cool cans.
Cause my mum redeem a new laptop from the Singnet rewards thingy.
HYPERLICIOUS COOL.
I show you the pictures okay?

IT IS THE ACER 1ONE
Cool rights, I tell you what is cool.
Mum is so tired now.
Cause we went like from Tiong Bahru to Jurong East.
Hyper tiring but worth it :DDDD
I haven't download anything yet.
Cause they include Microsoft Office and MSN already.
So I am still thinking what to install/download.
Quite fast.
And I CAN SIGN IN TO TWO MSN MESSENGER USING ONE ACCOUNT.
Mum says I can bring to church retreat.
And also THE HOTEL HAS FULL WIFI.
I think I am not leaving my hotel room once I get there :P
Anyways, will be blogging during retreat.
If you miss me, just come here lah dey.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Bye~
(Psst, I keep messing with my destop mouse thinking why the cursor isn't moving)


HELLO!
Sorry for not blogging.
I always reach home around midnight so very tired.
Cannot blog.
Anyways, let the pictures do the talking first.
Below is all my 自恋-ness.
So if you don't wanna see just scroll fast down
(Psst, there's a lot of photo's okay)


Zhou Wei and Me

Me playing with Zhou Wei's bag.

Zhou Wei use bag slap me. (Teehee)

I still love Mr.Baggy a lot. (Teehee)

Mr.Baggy is squashed.

Me and Zhou Wei's love.

Starz! (I forgot whose hand)

Zhou Wei

Should flip it right.

Again

Again. (Got two me?)

Xuan Ling take one.

Zhou Wei, me and Mr. Baggy.

Again :)

I think I take pictures with Zhou Wei a lot.

Ohh, the dressing room mirror looks cool right.

Me. (I think my hair looks like dye right)

Dressing room mirror

I think I look nicer in green tee.

Jerusha :)

(My eyes look scary right)

(Took at the dressing room of TRCC!)


(CD performing. I know I very cool take there)


Yeah! We have come to the end of the photos.
Start from saturday:
Chiong-ed like crazy to reach school.
Thought bus was leaving at eight.
Cause I cannot wake up in the morning.
(Darn the stupid zhang yu, make my handphone whole thing silent)
Reached school.
Tied hair, ate at Food Loft.
Then go back.
Start to carry things down and yada yada.
Rehearsed, and rehearsed.
At during running technical run.
The nasi lemak sucks can.
(I should have take a photo of Mr.Lee in his suit, HE LOOK FREAKING CUTE!)
Then prepared.
Called mum.
After that performed.
A lot better than during rehearsal.
Then carried things to loading bay.

To all guzheng members:
YOU ALL WORK SERIOUSLY HARD!
Love all you guys a lot.
jiayous!
Sorry for shouting at you (if I ever did)
Esp. Daqiang (Psps)
And John: I'll try to help you fix your computer someday :D

After that chiong-ed to bus.
HYPER BUSY.
Reached school.
And went home with Zhou Wei.
ATE burger in the night.
HYPER COOL.
Ohyeah, forgot to mention during Wednesday rehearsal.
Zhang Yu read all my messages from top to bottom.
He knows all my dark secrets now :(
Okay, then umm.
Sunday:
Went to church.
After that slacked at Bolm Hall and Music Room with sis.
While waititing for mum.
I DIDN'T NOT SEE M
Oh-ho.
Crappy day.
I forgot what happen after that.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR RETREAT.
Packing for retreat soon :D
---
People that I missed during holiday:
1.M
2. LJQ
3. ZPLHM
4. NS(!)
(I told you that the list will add on right!)



Tsktsk, why everybody changing url. MAKE ME SO WANNA CHANGE MY URL TOO.
Let's talk about today.
Today woke up quite late.
Forgot that need to go school for banner-making urghs
Then ate breakfast and rushed to school.
Cause I wore slipper so the stupid security guards don't let me in.
So I waited for i don't know why reason.
Saw Matthew with slippers.
LAUGHED AT HIM.
But he somehow got in.
Because he told the dumb guards that his leg was injured.
YEAH WHATEVER.
So after that went to class and started doing the banner.
Quite angry though.
After that went to buy stuff and etc.
Finished banner went home
Ate and yada yada.
Watched 28 Days Later,
I think 28 Weeks later is nicer.
So anyways.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY CHURCH RETREAT.
Ohwell, Goodbye.
Aesthetic Concert tomorrow (Glee, it sucks way big time)



I am back with all the sad sad songs again.

Saw this on YC blog.
HELLO YOKE CHENG if you ever see this.
I cut my finger (Accidently) when cutting the dog food into the bowl.
Aww crap.
HOW AM I ABLE TO GO FOR REHEARSAL LIKE THAT.
No plaster somemore.
It is painfully killing me.
Ohno.
I have nothing much to blog.
Maybe will blog after rehearsal at TRCC.
Which ends at 7. OHNO!



Ohshit, I am still missing M a lot.
Even when I wake up from my sleep,
Still thinking.
Whywhywhywhy
I should be missing Z more that M right.
HAHAHA.
Okay.
I JUST WOKE UP AND STARTED BLOGGING.
Haha.
I actually want to wake up at eleven.
But mum wake me up just now.
So cannot sleep already.
I still want iPod Touch lah-dey.
I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT.
Suddenly very looking forward to all the days I can see M
Hope they can come soon, so I can stop missing him :D
Saw another hilarious video that was on Kathy's profile.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
roftlol.
Melissa suddenly go delete her blog.
I think so(?)
Maybe because she overseas so don't want people tag too much.
LOL.
Was bloghopping just now.
Go check out some old friends.
Brian (Po En) saw JOLIN at Jp.
WHAT THE HECK IS JOLIN DOING IN JP LAH.
Werido.
Anyway, I still hate superficial people.
A.k.a Jolin.
Okok, I seriously need to move out from the computer table.
To feed my dogs, or they will never stop bugging me.



Last post before I sleep.
I am just posting to say this.
I WANT A IPOD TOUCH WITH 16GB.

I WANT I WANT I WANT!
Pretty please!
Ohyeah.
I watched Fighting spiders today.
Wondered what is so nice about it.
Ohwell, PETER is nice.
And I think I want to watch it again.
Where's Sam?



Ohno, here I go blogging non-stop.
Different post somemore.
I go watch a video on Kathy's profile.
(Haha, people that is a friend of Kathy would know what)
I LAUGH LIKE SHIT OKAY.
It is ubersome funny.
And I go watch Tap Tap Revenge demo on youtube.
Now I want a iPod Touch to replace my half-dead mp3.
I WANT PLAY TAP TAP REVENGE!
That's like the most impossible gift I can get for my birthday present.
My mum want to buy me a laptop.
A mini laptop.
Underline MINI
How I hate miniature stuff.
It sucks except for miniature dogs.
Save the rest of the money, just buy me a iPod touch.
搞定啦！
Haha.
Nevermind. If I say now definitely my mum will slaughter me to death.
Okay, bye~



Don't know why I suddenly miss M
When I look at some photos on someone's blog.
Although I can see him like every sunday.
Oh well, not every sunday.
But I still get to see him in the holidays right.
Weird.
---
People I miss during the holidays:
(Psst, the list will add on okay)
1. M



I WENT TO CUT HAIR AGAIN.
Hello.
Now my hair is neater lah-dey.
I LOOK LIKE VIOLET BAUDELAIRE.
To make sure you know who is that I shall add the photos.

Is the girl in the photo. Cool rights.
By the way when I grab this photo from IMDB,
I saw who is today's birthday star.
His name is Zachary Quinto (HEEHEE!)

Looks quite cool right(!)
Okay okay, back to the cut hair thing.
Yeah then my mum went to cut short her uber long hair.
And highlight.
I like the highlight and hair.
But just to me, I quite used to her long long hair.
So it looks weird to me now.
Possibly not anymore once I get used right.
Anyway.
Then my mum got quite pissed off with me for saying that her hair looks weird.
Nevermind it anyway.
Ohyeah! Then when I was in the salon.
Reading magazines.
I saw MELISSA, SOKYEE and SHERINE in Teenage Magazine.
It is the January edition.
Lol.
Ohwell, I have nothing better to say.
Except this to someone:
Ohwell, your girlfriend must be either blind or dumb.
Or maybe you are just faking one



Oh well.
Tag replies first.
(I am extremely shocked that there was people at my blog!)
JINWENXZ :D :No lah. Is Mr.USA being an idiot to give up his job to some moron. Haha.
dayah: Very shocked that you tagged at my blog. HELLO! You can go do the quiz one day.
Ruiying(: Psps, I forgot to tag. Zac Effron lah-dey :D
To all taggers and ghost, human whatever reading:
THANKS AND ILY!
---
Haha, Blogspong.
Blogspong. Haha.
I laughing over some ridiculous tag.
BLOGSPONG:DDDDDDD
I think it is superb funny cans.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I want go Bandits ley.
Aiyah, stupid fashion mascot thingy.
Now even Mr.USA also quit liao.
I WANT TO QUIT LEY.
But don't think anyone wants to take my place.
Sad.
CCA was fine today.
Fine
I slept and slept, wake up hit a few notes and slept.
How slack :DDD
Ah, so bored.
I got nothing better to say.
Maybe I should post some Adam Lambert photo.
Oh well!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Kris Allen looks cool too.

Now the both of them (Teehee!)
Enough of all this photos.
I shall sleep.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD



I MISS MY SMS BUDDY.
I think I'll get depression.
He is at China lah-dey. Roaming very ex.
URGHS!
Oh well, I haven't say my hello yet.
So,
HELLO!
Nothing much to post.
Going to CCA at one.
Eating lunch with mum before go to CCA.
But I am already hungry now.
Oh-oh.
There's is like some much thing I want to do during holiday.
Homework is definitely not one of them.
HAHA.
I want go camp at East Coast Park.
I want to go Changi Airport.
I want to scream in Bukit Timah Hill.
I want to sleep twelve hours.
I want to go out.
I think all is possible but maybe the screaming in Bukit Timah Hill would have to be next semester.
Haha.
I ♥ BIODIVERSITY!
I think I go to go do my homework soon.
Bye~
i miss you!



Aww.
Why everyone never invite me to read their blogs.
URGHS.
Oh well, HELLO!
I am still alive.
Yeahyee, MIDNIGHT.
Do you have to ask me if I am okay everytime.
Does my pm looks sad to you?
Huh?
Even if I write Shia LaBeouf with an exclamation mark, it looks sad.
Retarded. Can't you see huh.
Do I have to tell you that I am happy everytime.
And I cannot add some retarded stuff in my pm
Cause it shows that I am not happy?
I am happy
I am happy cause some silly memories of Nicholas made me laugh
I am happy cause I remembered some retarded jokes someone said.
I am happy cause I don't have to talk to you.
I am happy cause I am enjoying my life without you.
I am happy cause there is no retard asking me if I am alright
I am happy cause I DON'T GET TO SEE YOU IN THE HOLIDAYS.
Do I have to make it so obvious to you?
Do I?
Do I have to scream into your face so that you will know that I'm fine?
Stop asking me if I'm okay.
I AM OKAY.
STILL KICKING WITH LIFE,
LAUGHING IN JOY
SCREAMING IN ANGER.
Tsk tsk.

Winnie!
CPS 1/2 2/2 3/4 4/4 5/5 6/5
CTSS 1D1 2D1!
♥Guzheng
11062009♥IqOaiX
GOD'S CHILD!
Love me, hate me be my guest.
Have some originality, dumbass.
And superficial barbie dolls just shoo away.

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