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Friday, May 29, 2009 10:34 PM
I am going to say this last.

I seriously have to say this out to someone.
I really can't stand you saying sorry to me everytime I go online.
Don't say it if you don't mean it.
It hurts more.
I know you don't really mean it.
You don't even know why am I so sad that few days.
Everytime, I managed to smile and get over it.
Your sorry just tear me open again.
It is no longer a cut anymore, it is a tear.
Do you know how many fucking time others girls so sad.
CAN'T YOU SEE FOR YOURSELF?
Still ask me when.
And give me freaking retarded answer.
Like excuse me, are you blind or something.
You can't see that Ziyi cried, Ruiying cried.
WHY WHY WHY WHY, do you feel so guilty for making me sad.
I didn't even cry in your face.
I just looked out the window.
And looked sad to you.
Can't you just stop talking to me everytime I change me pm into something sad.
IT IS A PERSONAL MESSAGE OKAY.
Its how I feel.
And why should you care.
If you care so much, why don't you just tell me the truth?
I am tired of guessing.
I am over for wanting you to be wanting me.
I tired of crying myself to sleep.
I am sick of myself for being angry at you.
I am sick of explaining to everyone you to tell.
I am sick of hiding the truth.
I am tired of wasting my time thinking whether I should reply.
Why are you angry when I wrote Nicholas in my pm.
HE IS MY FRIEND, I HAVE THE RIGHT TO WRITE IT THERE ALRIGHTS.
And truthfully, he could be so very much better that you.
You, this two faced retarded asshole.
I don't even know whether what you are telling me is the truth.
Just leave me alone, and stop wasting my time.
Can't you just get over it.
Even if you can't can you at least let me get over it.
JUST SAY WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY,
AND LET ME GO.



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